I used to hate my current car..
So many complaints I threw and usually I will exaggerate ~ this car is small, I don't like the color, I don't like the sounds when the engine's 'roar' and list of complaints goes on and on and on.
It was all because of him. :(
Last 5 years (or more) I used to have much more bigger car. An elegant Silver Metallic car. That was my 2nd car. A lot of sentimental values which one of it was when my dada sponsored big dimes for the down payment. No complains on the performance. Full satisfaction.
How do I get my current car?
It started after a year I've owned my car, I've got married. So usually-mainly my ex hubby will sent and fetched me to/from the office. He will drove me here and there where ever I want. But came to one stage, he won't let me even touched the steering. I was like "What's the matter with you, SOAB?!". But I kept mum as I don't want to create any scenes.
The maximum limit that I can't tolerate when he started asking me to hitched a ride with my office mates. I did an investigation and got to know that he was having affairs with several girls which he needs to send-fetch-send-fetch each of them. Like super idiot right. We had a very big-brutal fights, can say every single day. Yeah, we fought a lot up to certain level i felt like want to puke on his face. So one day, he proposed for me to buy a new car. Much more smaller but for the sake of I-need-my-own-transport, I agreed.
The craziest part was, when I have to pay for both cars and even the roadtax-insurance. Like so F insane! Then I decided to stop paying for the car he was using until one day I decided to let go that car with a very heavy heart. I called up the bank and asked them to repossessed my car. He was F berserk yet I felt relief but I cried a lot. I swear :'(
But who knows things changed..
It started with hates towards the new car but now, I really thank god that I bought my current car. (Thanks to you A**H***!)
Why?
When I moved down to KL, I brought so many things ~can say everything I've owned even I can't barely see what was inside the car (each roadblocks I failed) . Clothes, comforter, up to vase and so on. Oh ya, not to forget to my dear kittie. I once had a White Persian Cat which he followed me everywhere. Yeah, I brought him too :) (including his litter box too! ~blugheeh!)..
You see, small cars can't carry too many things as the car might be damage/ broken. But mine, still in a very good condition (and even I can drift summore)
When I moved back to my parents's mansion, i got a job in Island which I have to travel about 1 1/2 hours daily. Usually much more longer hours as everyday regardless morn or eve, there will be bumper to bumper jam!
It has both Auto&Manual gears which if I turn on my lazy mode, then I will just use the Auto. If I would like to speed then I will use the manual. :D
Fuel? Not a problem. This car has been designed to save fuels. I just need to refill my car tank half dimes than others did. Kewl, ait!
I have pals that using the same car like I am. They faced lotsa problems with theirs. Their cars in and out the workshop like zillion times.
Well, buying a car is like gambling. It's all about luck. Alhamdulillah my luck is always with cars. (Dear car, please behave!)
I don't have any problems to squeeze in into the small parking lot. Usually if there are no parking anymore, I will park whenever safe spot which other big car's drivers will envy (Bo0 h0o!~)
I once had a dream, at that time I still don't have baby yet. I dreamt that I was driving this small car, with a baby seat at the passenger's seat with a baby sat on it. That time we just finished our shopping. Just me and the baby. I can see it clearly. We were laughing, singing and very much joy.
How miracle right? Do I have super power or what (LOL)? This is the current situation me and my baby have. Every spare times i will bring my Ellie for outings. She surely happy and me and her will sing out loud together, chit chat and so on.. Oh Allah, thanks for the visions as it came true.
Everytime my Singaporean-Hongkie boss touched down to the mainland, I will always be his driver.
He: When you bought this car
Me: Guess 4-5 years already
He: Are you sure?
Me: Hmm..why boss?
He: It looks very new..Look at the bla bla bla..
Me: (Smiled from ear to ear)
I have named my car to Ellie. If I die, this car will automatically be Ellie's for FOC. That is one of the reasons why I looked after this car very deep as at least by the time Ellie can drive, it still in a perfect condition.
Moral of the story, have you ever heard about Local's saying - "Don't hate too much, might be the thing/ person that you hate will be the utmost favorable things in your life".
That's why I don't hate that much to anything/ anyone that makes me feel uneasy. I will forgive and forget as trust in God's Karma. I never Doa for bad things happen to those people that having dreadful souls (even though I know doa orang yang teraniaya sangat makbul). That is Allah's part. I keep in mind, problems between humans, lets the creator (Allah) settle it. Still, I will tune my be careful-don't trust mode for safety precaution.
On the other part, I constantly prayed that May all of the bad souls kept away from me and my love ones. Amin ~
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