Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Goldie Locks




Did I ever tell you that my Ellie has a Goldie locks? Not all but you can see it clearly especially at the palm of her hair. The last time her hair being cut when she was 2 weeks old - bold.

Are you talking bout me?


Too bad, she never likes anybody to touch her locks. She will run all over the room until we don't bother anymore. Guess I can count how many times I managed to brushed her hair. As usual, I will create princess this and princess that stories before she lets me to brush her hair but the chances are very slim.


Before..







See... This was my countless attempt to just even touch her hair.. nottie mottie lil gurlie...

















Keep on turning turning turning till her head is spinning around










But when recently her hair kept on bothering her eyes, so I decided to get it trimmed. Caught me by surprise, she agreed. So yesterday, I brought her to the hair salon nearby. She even picked which salon she wanted her hair to be trimmed. Luckily she didn't request for the lodge's salon. If not, rabak bai!

Got what I mean?


Before...










Wide grin get ready to be sniped sniped..hihi

But this time I was scared if in case she struggle like nobody's business but thank god! Phew!~












The Fringe ...








Look at her happy face. I asked her to close her eyes and yet she was still smiling. Mummy so
lega, darling!























Tok showed the kakak how 'little' to cut her Goldie Locks..

















Almost done...











Bye bye Goldie Locks















There.... Looks very innocent :D

But this time she was very shy as everyone in the salon were looking at her.
If you see carefully, her chick blushed until awan thought they put on some makeups on her.
But darling, you looked much more cuter and mummy proud of you.
XOXO


Next trip will be my turn.. :D



Very true!







Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Tak Bleh Blah!~






I have this kinda attitude which if I heart something, I will want it like everyday.
Especially when it comes to food matters..
The craving thingy is very strong.


Previously, my preggy time, I used to craved for Sardin Goreng. That time was fasting month. Hence, every time I went back, I won't join my housemates to break fast at the outside restaurant but I will straight went back home and cooked my Sardin Goreng (mak style). Just imagine, I ate it with hot white rice and soy source. Such pleasure. I had it like everyday for more than a week. How do I decided to change menu? On the final day suddenly i felt like tak bleh blah and I throw up everything. There...it took me almost a year not to look or even think of Sardin.

tap..tap..tap..(ayaq lioq menitik2)


Next! When I first knew the existence of the-long-our way-sandwich-Subway, everyday I forced my buddies to have our luncheon there. Take it for granted as the restaurant is nearby my office. We ate it like direct 1 week until my mates and I can't have it anymore. Felt like puking even just when looked at the advert or even when the word S.U.B.W.A.Y came accross our minds. Even now also tak bleh blah.

Italian BMT always the chosen one
gaaaaa!~ (mouth cramp)


Another favorite menu is always Fried Char/ Koey Teow (pedas pedas pedas). Anyone that closed to me will know I heart this very much. Besides my mum, my besties, Vouge Finy the greatest cook for Char Koey Teow. She cooked at my sis's house non stop which I have it like 3 pinggan in a row (buruk lantak..ehem~). And currently, I got lucky as I have managed to discover a restaurant nearby my lodge which can cook a very nice fried Koey Teow (pedas pedas pedas). I have it every night since I stayed here but not for today as tak bleh blah!~

Oh faster go the tak bleh blah feelings. I never had enough of this


At the cafe at my current office, they have a very nice Roti Bom and guess what? I ate it every evening! Good luck to my weight!

Dip dip the Roti Bom with condensed milk. Gaaaaa~

Next. Nearby our office, I have managed to find the very best Nasi Ayam. Like super yummy. I named it Nasi Ayam Makcik Gebo0 as the cook is chubby mubby. Me and my buddies changed our lunchie menu to this. And again, we visit Mak Cik Gebo0's Stall everyday. And also I tend to get bored. The taste is still 5 stars but when everyday lunch is only this menu, what do you think?

Ngap!~


But the ultimate menu which I never ever get bored since I was a little girl would be...
Bihun Sup Daging with sambal (extra pedas is always).
My mum sometimes will cook bihun sup daging and I will eat it non stop. I could just sit in front of the periuk and eat it over and over again non stop until i realized left just a little for the others. I seldom find any restaurant that can serve me with a good taste of this menu except for my Mak Cik Gebo0. Until now, besides my mum, you are the top. I promised to myself, when I'm done with this project over here, when I'm coming back to my area, I will surely revisit you then I can lepas geram which disyaki boleh makan up to 5 mangkok kah? ayioo..

Bihun Sup Daging Special



Great! Now I'm homesick already :(



Sunday, March 25, 2012

Aqua




It started with fears turned out became Ellie's favorite place besides the playground.

Yes, the swimming pool..

Can say every evening Ellie will be in the pool either with mummy or with awan and tok. If mummy can reached the hotel early then with Ibu it is. She can be inside the pool like more than an hour. The hardest part was when asked this lil gurlie to come out from the water. I have to create stories like there is a dragon in the pool and so on - as if she will buy it. Duhh~


I still remember back when she was still a baby, she moved her little feet and there she goes, floating.


Ibu and Ellie in the adult pool. Thought Ellie to float.


There, she floated already. Another 4-5 sessions, guess Ellie can swim already~ I hope so.


When her everyday is at the pool, of course she makes friends. 2 good kiddos which swim much more faster than I am (I guess). The sister, 7 years old, just finished her 6th level from level 9th of her swimming class while her brother, 6 years old, is at the level 3. Both of them are really friendly with my Ellie and play together like best friends even though just met. They stay nearby, came while the father's at the lodge's Gym. They will be here again next weekend. :)

3 adorable children




Yeah Baby! I'm already steamed. How about you?



I've been a dreadfully busy mummy since last year, doing 2 jobs at a time-day and night non stop. I even do not have an ample time for myself for a break. Hence, I have decided to spend a lil time at the lodge's SPA for some relaxing and refreshing moment.
I'm not alone. Baby Ellie was with me at all times. Weekdays mummy was busy at the office and I'm thinking why not spare sometimes with Ellie at the SPA even though it will be only me doing the therapy. I can foresee Ellie will be my SPA partner in the future.


Cooperative's Baby Ellie

Since this was the very first time Ellie joined me, therefore toys, blocks, botoi susu and even her bantai bucuk are the compulsory things which I had bring along to avoid her to get bored which can leads her to be transformed to an angry little monster~rawww!
Still, she was such a goodie gurlie at all times while mummy having my Aromatherapy Massage by a handsome and gorgeous masseuse. Haha..lotsa imaginations.. If I could have one why not, ait? (disgusting grin). Not really, I've been massage by a young professional lady masseuse which she-knows-what-she was-doing pulled and bent me in every angles. Everything went smooth but this round a bit different as for the first time the masseuse massage me the whole body. I repeat, the whole body! Undress but with sarong covered the body is normal. But later when the sarong has been removed like TOTALLY I was like malu nak mampos. Luckily the room's light was dimmed.


The have 3 Therapy Rooms which exclusive for woman only. While men's will be at the other wing. I have mine at Room number 2 :D

Entering the room...

Therapy room number 2


The bed scattered with rose buds...


The Aromatherapy Candle which creates harmonic and relaxing mood...



The Jacuzzi for milk bath...



The Sauna Room.


They have 2 kinds of Sauna Room which one of it is Steam Bath Sauna and the Hot Rocks Suana. Below is the Hot Rocks Sauna. I used to have my steam bath in the normal steam bath sauna room or in the sauna bag. But this time, I prefers Hot Rocks Sauna which I never try it before. But those that have not or seldom steam bathing, I advice to go for the normal steam bath first for safety precaution. Reminder: It can caused drowsiness.


The Hot Rocks Sauna...Yes, veeery hot indeed ~


Before entering the Hot Rocks Sauna Room, I need to take a quick bath first.

The shower room..


Well, these all that I have at the moment. I have bounty of times to spend over here and no need to be rushed. Next round it will be with my sisters. Faster come, sisters!



The satisfied customer

Fusion of hearts to this Tanamera SPA. Muacksss!~

Buhbye.. I will be back, soon~ (or maybe tomorrow :p )


Friday, March 23, 2012

Aleesya in the Wonderland



I always wanted to have a perfect getaway which I can alleviate the chaotic life that I have.


Here I am at this new place.


I never been in this place even though I used to study nearby. Before arrived, I thought my everyday routine would be sucks as I am really not familiar with the surroundings. . Guess what? I am flattered being chose to take up this opportunity over here even though the tasks are quite tough. So far everything goes smooth. Alhamdulillah..


Why?


Luckily my room is facing to the blue mosque and within walking distance which such a refreshing. I can barely hear every single activities there. Love it when it's been almost a week which I did not turn on my alarm at dawn as azan will be heard vividly. Current mode: peace in mind. Alhamdulillah..

The vista at the windowpane


The lodge has complete facilities which I can use it whenever i feel like. I've been treated like a VVVVVIP over here. The breakfast is darn luscious. To be blunt, I had never experience having good meal/ buffet previously for my hotel stay. But this time? Thumbs up! I've got complimentary free breakfast for two. The first week, I was thinking to add another 2 headcounts for my parents. So i asked..


Me: Hello, I would like to check how much would it be to add another 2 person for breakfast?

Reception: It would be fourteen per person

Me: Fourteen? 1-4? okies

Reception: No no.. it would be fourty, 4-0.

Me: oh..ok (gulp)

Luckily I asked..


They also have a mini playground for children in the cafe! Mummy can eat (a lot) while Ellie is playing :D


I shoot her, she shoot me back


Horse 'galloping'


The surroundings are also syiok.. Fast Food? Mamak's restaurant? Western? Tomyam? Just name it and you got it. Well, I have found a restaurant which just behind the lodge with a nice Fried Koey Teow (crazily hot and spicy). Heaven!


What else? They have gym for Muslimah. Good, I can wear hot pants on the treadmill wooho! (Dream on!). The gym environment is really pleasant which i guess I can spend hours in there (day dream). All of the equipment looks brand new, though. Too bad I didn't bring along my sport attire nor the shoes. I should get some over the weekend.
Not to forget about the gigantic pool over here. (Puaih hati aih berenang!). The pool is quite deep, I guess 1.4 meters? At first it was really tiring even I have to stop swimming not even close to the half of the pool. Maybe it's been so long I never swim/ workout. But after several trials, i managed to swim like 15 laps within less than half an hours?. Current mode: Feeling slimmer. Bad news, i ate a lot afterwards for dinner. :(
Aside, they also have kiddie pool for children which seemed very safe as they have put handle for the kid to lean on while inside the pool. But my Ellie refused to be in the kiddie pool as she prefers swimming with mummy in the adult's pool. Sudahnya, instead of me swimming, I have to be a sea horse pulak.. But it's ok, as long as Ellie is happy and no cranky.


From 9th Floor


The Pool


Ellie with goggle


Next!next! SPA it is! All my life, I enjoyce spending time in the SPA especially sauna. Can say, previously, every week I will spent lotsa dime for Suana. Over here, I've got a complimentary free Suana up to 10pm. Just imagine I can freely go up and down to the SPA floor for like half a year? This weekend my calender will be full of activities which I just have to be inside and no dimes burn. I surely in the dreamland.


I-city... Well, this wonderful place is several blocks away from my place. One fine day I will surely bring my Ellie there. Mummy will bring you but wait until your aunties, uncle and kuzi are here then we will go together, okie sweety. The more is the merrier.


Well, there are alot that need to talk about this new place which I heart the most at the moment. Wish I can stay long over here. :D


Sisters, brother and good friends, oh how I wish you are all here. Such a good therapy :)


told ya!~




Thursday, March 15, 2012

Never yet leave my heart since forever





Sounds soo gross huh? haha..


Well, I had a big crush with this charming gentleman on the first semester of my 2nd year at my uni...and trust me i still do (blushed)


The story begun when my distance kuzi has introduced him to me. I don't have much information about this guy but as far that I knew, he was one of the BFF of my kuzi.


So, there it goes starting with smses, numerous chats on the phone calls each nights and days and not to forget about the dates that we had.
I would describe him as a very soft spoken person, very lovable, charming, smart and humorous as he will always made me laugh-lotsa laughter when he was around.. And also he has a very deep voice that I found it too sexy and I would love to hear it everyday (like a psycho maniac haha)


At that time, he just finished his study in broadcasting and just started his job at a company that a bit far from my vicinity. He was also actively involved in theater at night. Very workaholic indeed. I found it was so sweet when he would come all over from town immediately after he's done with his theater thingy just to see me. Always had supper at the mamak's stall or anywhere that we can have chit chats even though he seldom heard me talking like I used to talked through the phone. I would be super shy when I'm in front of the person that I adore the most. Even though I don't talk that much, and I knew that he was freaking tired working from morning up to middle of the night and still he will do the talking and jokes.. Thanks darl..Still remember that we had insufficient cash but still want to hang out. We will tong tong so to make the date happen.


We never declare as a couple but yeah, I've been treated very special. Lotsa special moments that I couldn't describe more as it will be forever to list down.


After graduation I was busy looking for a job here and there and I've gone back to my hometown too. It was very tiring indeed try to adapt with real working environment. And so we lost contact.


I can't remember how it started, we managed to contacted each other again and this time was fun indeed to hang out as no limitation especially money as me and him working already. We met several times when I went down to town. Had fun together and concentrating to each other also. Sometimes, attached too much to each other is no good. Lotsa emotions involved then will leads to fights and we had lost contact again.


Both of us moved on into the next level


But still, I found that, I'm still not over him yet


Well, here we go again.. After a very long break we had connect to each other again. But this time I hope we can stay as a friend, only friends as I'm too afraid that I will lose you again. It's a big NO for 3rd time.


At some moments, I noticed that it will be lotsa 'but' when I'm back with you. Felt that i always in this gray area which I do not know when it will be crystal clear. Yeah, it did brings me down at some point. After a very long thought, with a very heavy heart, I think the best is to let you go.. this time is for real, for good for both of us.


Dearest V,
You will always be the very best companion that I ever had.
Better to let you go now rather than soon I foresee the bad sides of you which will leads you into my trash bin which I don't fancy to do so as it will be forever.
Something always brings me back to you but it never takes too long.
Yes I will be mourning but will be recover which I-don't-know-when.


When I love someone, it IS hard to let you go. But when I truly love you and I want what is best for you and if that means letting you go, then that IS what I should do. I'll be in pain, I'll feel lost, but my love for you is greater than the sorrow for myself. It isn't easy, but if I truly love you and not just the way being love with you makes ME feel, then I'll find the strength in that to do right by you even if it hurts me. (belit2 aih!)



So long..


Good Bye..


(sob) :(





Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Goldie Locks




Did I ever tell you that my Ellie has a Goldie locks? Not all but you can see it clearly especially at the palm of her hair. The last time her hair being cut when she was 2 weeks old - bold.

Are you talking bout me?


Too bad, she never likes anybody to touch her locks. She will run all over the room until we don't bother anymore. Guess I can count how many times I managed to brushed her hair. As usual, I will create princess this and princess that stories before she lets me to brush her hair but the chances are very slim.


Before..







See... This was my countless attempt to just even touch her hair.. nottie mottie lil gurlie...

















Keep on turning turning turning till her head is spinning around










But when recently her hair kept on bothering her eyes, so I decided to get it trimmed. Caught me by surprise, she agreed. So yesterday, I brought her to the hair salon nearby. She even picked which salon she wanted her hair to be trimmed. Luckily she didn't request for the lodge's salon. If not, rabak bai!

Got what I mean?


Before...










Wide grin get ready to be sniped sniped..hihi

But this time I was scared if in case she struggle like nobody's business but thank god! Phew!~












The Fringe ...








Look at her happy face. I asked her to close her eyes and yet she was still smiling. Mummy so
lega, darling!























Tok showed the kakak how 'little' to cut her Goldie Locks..

















Almost done...











Bye bye Goldie Locks















There.... Looks very innocent :D

But this time she was very shy as everyone in the salon were looking at her.
If you see carefully, her chick blushed until awan thought they put on some makeups on her.
But darling, you looked much more cuter and mummy proud of you.
XOXO


Next trip will be my turn.. :D



Very true!







Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Tak Bleh Blah!~






I have this kinda attitude which if I heart something, I will want it like everyday.
Especially when it comes to food matters..
The craving thingy is very strong.


Previously, my preggy time, I used to craved for Sardin Goreng. That time was fasting month. Hence, every time I went back, I won't join my housemates to break fast at the outside restaurant but I will straight went back home and cooked my Sardin Goreng (mak style). Just imagine, I ate it with hot white rice and soy source. Such pleasure. I had it like everyday for more than a week. How do I decided to change menu? On the final day suddenly i felt like tak bleh blah and I throw up everything. There...it took me almost a year not to look or even think of Sardin.

tap..tap..tap..(ayaq lioq menitik2)


Next! When I first knew the existence of the-long-our way-sandwich-Subway, everyday I forced my buddies to have our luncheon there. Take it for granted as the restaurant is nearby my office. We ate it like direct 1 week until my mates and I can't have it anymore. Felt like puking even just when looked at the advert or even when the word S.U.B.W.A.Y came accross our minds. Even now also tak bleh blah.

Italian BMT always the chosen one
gaaaaa!~ (mouth cramp)


Another favorite menu is always Fried Char/ Koey Teow (pedas pedas pedas). Anyone that closed to me will know I heart this very much. Besides my mum, my besties, Vouge Finy the greatest cook for Char Koey Teow. She cooked at my sis's house non stop which I have it like 3 pinggan in a row (buruk lantak..ehem~). And currently, I got lucky as I have managed to discover a restaurant nearby my lodge which can cook a very nice fried Koey Teow (pedas pedas pedas). I have it every night since I stayed here but not for today as tak bleh blah!~

Oh faster go the tak bleh blah feelings. I never had enough of this


At the cafe at my current office, they have a very nice Roti Bom and guess what? I ate it every evening! Good luck to my weight!

Dip dip the Roti Bom with condensed milk. Gaaaaa~

Next. Nearby our office, I have managed to find the very best Nasi Ayam. Like super yummy. I named it Nasi Ayam Makcik Gebo0 as the cook is chubby mubby. Me and my buddies changed our lunchie menu to this. And again, we visit Mak Cik Gebo0's Stall everyday. And also I tend to get bored. The taste is still 5 stars but when everyday lunch is only this menu, what do you think?

Ngap!~


But the ultimate menu which I never ever get bored since I was a little girl would be...
Bihun Sup Daging with sambal (extra pedas is always).
My mum sometimes will cook bihun sup daging and I will eat it non stop. I could just sit in front of the periuk and eat it over and over again non stop until i realized left just a little for the others. I seldom find any restaurant that can serve me with a good taste of this menu except for my Mak Cik Gebo0. Until now, besides my mum, you are the top. I promised to myself, when I'm done with this project over here, when I'm coming back to my area, I will surely revisit you then I can lepas geram which disyaki boleh makan up to 5 mangkok kah? ayioo..

Bihun Sup Daging Special



Great! Now I'm homesick already :(



Sunday, March 25, 2012

Aqua




It started with fears turned out became Ellie's favorite place besides the playground.

Yes, the swimming pool..

Can say every evening Ellie will be in the pool either with mummy or with awan and tok. If mummy can reached the hotel early then with Ibu it is. She can be inside the pool like more than an hour. The hardest part was when asked this lil gurlie to come out from the water. I have to create stories like there is a dragon in the pool and so on - as if she will buy it. Duhh~


I still remember back when she was still a baby, she moved her little feet and there she goes, floating.


Ibu and Ellie in the adult pool. Thought Ellie to float.


There, she floated already. Another 4-5 sessions, guess Ellie can swim already~ I hope so.


When her everyday is at the pool, of course she makes friends. 2 good kiddos which swim much more faster than I am (I guess). The sister, 7 years old, just finished her 6th level from level 9th of her swimming class while her brother, 6 years old, is at the level 3. Both of them are really friendly with my Ellie and play together like best friends even though just met. They stay nearby, came while the father's at the lodge's Gym. They will be here again next weekend. :)

3 adorable children




Yeah Baby! I'm already steamed. How about you?



I've been a dreadfully busy mummy since last year, doing 2 jobs at a time-day and night non stop. I even do not have an ample time for myself for a break. Hence, I have decided to spend a lil time at the lodge's SPA for some relaxing and refreshing moment.
I'm not alone. Baby Ellie was with me at all times. Weekdays mummy was busy at the office and I'm thinking why not spare sometimes with Ellie at the SPA even though it will be only me doing the therapy. I can foresee Ellie will be my SPA partner in the future.


Cooperative's Baby Ellie

Since this was the very first time Ellie joined me, therefore toys, blocks, botoi susu and even her bantai bucuk are the compulsory things which I had bring along to avoid her to get bored which can leads her to be transformed to an angry little monster~rawww!
Still, she was such a goodie gurlie at all times while mummy having my Aromatherapy Massage by a handsome and gorgeous masseuse. Haha..lotsa imaginations.. If I could have one why not, ait? (disgusting grin). Not really, I've been massage by a young professional lady masseuse which she-knows-what-she was-doing pulled and bent me in every angles. Everything went smooth but this round a bit different as for the first time the masseuse massage me the whole body. I repeat, the whole body! Undress but with sarong covered the body is normal. But later when the sarong has been removed like TOTALLY I was like malu nak mampos. Luckily the room's light was dimmed.


The have 3 Therapy Rooms which exclusive for woman only. While men's will be at the other wing. I have mine at Room number 2 :D

Entering the room...

Therapy room number 2


The bed scattered with rose buds...


The Aromatherapy Candle which creates harmonic and relaxing mood...



The Jacuzzi for milk bath...



The Sauna Room.


They have 2 kinds of Sauna Room which one of it is Steam Bath Sauna and the Hot Rocks Suana. Below is the Hot Rocks Sauna. I used to have my steam bath in the normal steam bath sauna room or in the sauna bag. But this time, I prefers Hot Rocks Sauna which I never try it before. But those that have not or seldom steam bathing, I advice to go for the normal steam bath first for safety precaution. Reminder: It can caused drowsiness.


The Hot Rocks Sauna...Yes, veeery hot indeed ~


Before entering the Hot Rocks Sauna Room, I need to take a quick bath first.

The shower room..


Well, these all that I have at the moment. I have bounty of times to spend over here and no need to be rushed. Next round it will be with my sisters. Faster come, sisters!



The satisfied customer

Fusion of hearts to this Tanamera SPA. Muacksss!~

Buhbye.. I will be back, soon~ (or maybe tomorrow :p )


Friday, March 23, 2012

Aleesya in the Wonderland



I always wanted to have a perfect getaway which I can alleviate the chaotic life that I have.


Here I am at this new place.


I never been in this place even though I used to study nearby. Before arrived, I thought my everyday routine would be sucks as I am really not familiar with the surroundings. . Guess what? I am flattered being chose to take up this opportunity over here even though the tasks are quite tough. So far everything goes smooth. Alhamdulillah..


Why?


Luckily my room is facing to the blue mosque and within walking distance which such a refreshing. I can barely hear every single activities there. Love it when it's been almost a week which I did not turn on my alarm at dawn as azan will be heard vividly. Current mode: peace in mind. Alhamdulillah..

The vista at the windowpane


The lodge has complete facilities which I can use it whenever i feel like. I've been treated like a VVVVVIP over here. The breakfast is darn luscious. To be blunt, I had never experience having good meal/ buffet previously for my hotel stay. But this time? Thumbs up! I've got complimentary free breakfast for two. The first week, I was thinking to add another 2 headcounts for my parents. So i asked..


Me: Hello, I would like to check how much would it be to add another 2 person for breakfast?

Reception: It would be fourteen per person

Me: Fourteen? 1-4? okies

Reception: No no.. it would be fourty, 4-0.

Me: oh..ok (gulp)

Luckily I asked..


They also have a mini playground for children in the cafe! Mummy can eat (a lot) while Ellie is playing :D


I shoot her, she shoot me back


Horse 'galloping'


The surroundings are also syiok.. Fast Food? Mamak's restaurant? Western? Tomyam? Just name it and you got it. Well, I have found a restaurant which just behind the lodge with a nice Fried Koey Teow (crazily hot and spicy). Heaven!


What else? They have gym for Muslimah. Good, I can wear hot pants on the treadmill wooho! (Dream on!). The gym environment is really pleasant which i guess I can spend hours in there (day dream). All of the equipment looks brand new, though. Too bad I didn't bring along my sport attire nor the shoes. I should get some over the weekend.
Not to forget about the gigantic pool over here. (Puaih hati aih berenang!). The pool is quite deep, I guess 1.4 meters? At first it was really tiring even I have to stop swimming not even close to the half of the pool. Maybe it's been so long I never swim/ workout. But after several trials, i managed to swim like 15 laps within less than half an hours?. Current mode: Feeling slimmer. Bad news, i ate a lot afterwards for dinner. :(
Aside, they also have kiddie pool for children which seemed very safe as they have put handle for the kid to lean on while inside the pool. But my Ellie refused to be in the kiddie pool as she prefers swimming with mummy in the adult's pool. Sudahnya, instead of me swimming, I have to be a sea horse pulak.. But it's ok, as long as Ellie is happy and no cranky.


From 9th Floor


The Pool


Ellie with goggle


Next!next! SPA it is! All my life, I enjoyce spending time in the SPA especially sauna. Can say, previously, every week I will spent lotsa dime for Suana. Over here, I've got a complimentary free Suana up to 10pm. Just imagine I can freely go up and down to the SPA floor for like half a year? This weekend my calender will be full of activities which I just have to be inside and no dimes burn. I surely in the dreamland.


I-city... Well, this wonderful place is several blocks away from my place. One fine day I will surely bring my Ellie there. Mummy will bring you but wait until your aunties, uncle and kuzi are here then we will go together, okie sweety. The more is the merrier.


Well, there are alot that need to talk about this new place which I heart the most at the moment. Wish I can stay long over here. :D


Sisters, brother and good friends, oh how I wish you are all here. Such a good therapy :)


told ya!~




Thursday, March 15, 2012

Never yet leave my heart since forever





Sounds soo gross huh? haha..


Well, I had a big crush with this charming gentleman on the first semester of my 2nd year at my uni...and trust me i still do (blushed)


The story begun when my distance kuzi has introduced him to me. I don't have much information about this guy but as far that I knew, he was one of the BFF of my kuzi.


So, there it goes starting with smses, numerous chats on the phone calls each nights and days and not to forget about the dates that we had.
I would describe him as a very soft spoken person, very lovable, charming, smart and humorous as he will always made me laugh-lotsa laughter when he was around.. And also he has a very deep voice that I found it too sexy and I would love to hear it everyday (like a psycho maniac haha)


At that time, he just finished his study in broadcasting and just started his job at a company that a bit far from my vicinity. He was also actively involved in theater at night. Very workaholic indeed. I found it was so sweet when he would come all over from town immediately after he's done with his theater thingy just to see me. Always had supper at the mamak's stall or anywhere that we can have chit chats even though he seldom heard me talking like I used to talked through the phone. I would be super shy when I'm in front of the person that I adore the most. Even though I don't talk that much, and I knew that he was freaking tired working from morning up to middle of the night and still he will do the talking and jokes.. Thanks darl..Still remember that we had insufficient cash but still want to hang out. We will tong tong so to make the date happen.


We never declare as a couple but yeah, I've been treated very special. Lotsa special moments that I couldn't describe more as it will be forever to list down.


After graduation I was busy looking for a job here and there and I've gone back to my hometown too. It was very tiring indeed try to adapt with real working environment. And so we lost contact.


I can't remember how it started, we managed to contacted each other again and this time was fun indeed to hang out as no limitation especially money as me and him working already. We met several times when I went down to town. Had fun together and concentrating to each other also. Sometimes, attached too much to each other is no good. Lotsa emotions involved then will leads to fights and we had lost contact again.


Both of us moved on into the next level


But still, I found that, I'm still not over him yet


Well, here we go again.. After a very long break we had connect to each other again. But this time I hope we can stay as a friend, only friends as I'm too afraid that I will lose you again. It's a big NO for 3rd time.


At some moments, I noticed that it will be lotsa 'but' when I'm back with you. Felt that i always in this gray area which I do not know when it will be crystal clear. Yeah, it did brings me down at some point. After a very long thought, with a very heavy heart, I think the best is to let you go.. this time is for real, for good for both of us.


Dearest V,
You will always be the very best companion that I ever had.
Better to let you go now rather than soon I foresee the bad sides of you which will leads you into my trash bin which I don't fancy to do so as it will be forever.
Something always brings me back to you but it never takes too long.
Yes I will be mourning but will be recover which I-don't-know-when.


When I love someone, it IS hard to let you go. But when I truly love you and I want what is best for you and if that means letting you go, then that IS what I should do. I'll be in pain, I'll feel lost, but my love for you is greater than the sorrow for myself. It isn't easy, but if I truly love you and not just the way being love with you makes ME feel, then I'll find the strength in that to do right by you even if it hurts me. (belit2 aih!)



So long..


Good Bye..


(sob) :(