Earth to the Moon!~

Some mothers they will have their baby blues syndrome not that long.

I have mine for years.

I used to be a modish kinda girl with suave apparels, heels, perfumes and makeups on.

Si..very true indeed.

Whomever that never know me before, wouldn't imagine at all the previous me that I just described.

Me too barely to evoke.

Thank god I do still keep most of the stuffs hoping that one day things will be back like it used to be.

I have my baby blues since baby Ellie was born last 3 years until recently.

Along this interlude, i refused to take care of myself.

I let myself being less eye-catching.

I put on masses of pounds which doesn't fit all of the modish outfits that I have.

At the end I have to wear stupid T-Shirts with an over sized cardigans and chinos - and tracksuits too!~

You know, when you have an extra baggage, the mood for play-dressed-up will automatically gone.

My family particularly, irked by my so called 'new self'.

While the outsiders thought that I am Ellie's nanny. Damn!~

When recently, I don't know how, I suddenly got a buzz 'From Earth to the Moon'.

I am not like what & who I am before.

Gosh! What is happening to me? How could I let myself being what I am now?

Then I swiftly make a drastic change which I've maintained so far.

In a week, 5 days which leisure myself for 2 hours in SPA and Gym alternating with Yoga.

I prefer it comes naturally with lotsa uphill struggle which I will value the most rather than spent lotsa dimes for boosters such as slimming-cum-soo-called-healthy-beauty products.

(oh please let it last long!).

But suddenly I wonder,

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Am I just having my middle age crisis now?

LOL~