Darling, you were already in my 'Asshole bucket'

I was in this clinic near to my house and suddenly I received a miss called from the number that I am very familiar but can't recall who would it be. Hence I just ignored it as I was not feeling well and queuing to see the doctor for almost 1 hour already. Not long after that, I received an SMS

Anonymous: Awak, can we talk?

I was like, what the heck?

At first you have miss called me like college time? What do you expect?me to call you? Such a loser..

Then I tried very hard to recall again whose number is this and at last I just remembered this number is belongs to this big jack ass which he is having the cell number same like his wife has just a different by one integer. But still I was uncertain as it might belongs to the wife. And maybe the wife would like to apologize as she has told my ex-schoolmate that I am a bad person and lots of foul words and I believe she did exaggerate the stories so that people will feel bad for what had happened and will make sure my life will be miserable with not being friends with me anymore. But hei lady, you know what? Too bad, the stories reached me on that day itself while you were FB chatting with her. You are too gullible.

Well, back to the story, for precaution i replied,

Me: What do you want?

Anonymous: Can we talk somewhere else? Gtalk perhaps? -- (I Cant recall the exact words as his English is sucks hence I just used my wordings. By the way, from the moment the word 'Gtalk' appeared, I knew already, this must be the Asshole not the brain dead wife.

Me: I am not convenient. Just chat over the sms

Asshole: I would like to seek for your appologies

Me: You have been forgiven

Asshole: Please give me a chance

Me: For what?!

Asshole: I can go on with my life that I'm having right now and acted like nothing happen. But frankly, I really felt that something missing in my everyday life which is YOU.

At this very moment, I really pray that he is near to me. That I could go and see him, face to face, so that he is near to me physically. And that would be easier for me to kick his ass and punch to his clown face and also smack him down. Then I would start the car engine, I can hit him using my car, then I will reverse and hit him again over and over again.

I never reply his SMS.

Asshole: Wait ya. I will continue to SMS you using my other number

Then I went back peacefully hoping that he won't SMS me again. But this bloody asshole still kept on trying his luck to try on me again. darn!

Asshole: So?

Me: Lantas?

Asshole: Eventhough I am no longer in your FB friend's list, but sudilah kiranya awak dapat terima saya kembali

oh dear, luckly you were far away from me. If not you will received my 'present'.

Me: At the moment money and family are the only matter to me. Not more than that.

At this time, actually I really was about to SMS him saying that, hei man, are you crazy? Your wife will surely accuse me for wanting to tackle you and will tell the whole world that I am after you and not you were after me. And yes, i bet you did tell you wife this way right..If not why she would tell the whole world about this. But it was really funny as the way she puts it some sort like you are a superstar that all women are after you.haha..don't you realized that you are afar from that, honey? You two are really meant to be together. Stick together..

But I decided not to tell you all these nonsense as I don't trust you at all. You might be fighting with your wife about this but you will add some sugar and spice and create the stories/ fairy tales so that she will puts all the blames on me. You are such predictable aren't you?

Then I never reply at all to your SMS but I'm keeping it for me to show to my dear besties so that she will take note to the story just a preparation in case in the future anyone try to 'Fitnah' or 'Aib' me as a single parent.

Then he did the reverse psychology

Asshole: oh ok..i understand if you wouldn't accept me anymore

Haha..for sure this jackass was hoping I will charm him back...oh puhlissssss.. Ask your wife to do that. I don't have appetite on you. Try your luck to some other ladies please.

Guys nowadays, think women are stupid that they could twist just like that.

Get a life!

By the way, you were already in my Asshole bucket not long after I removed you from my FB friend's list. I am not planning to move you out from that bucket. Stay there together with bunch of idiots.

A Msg from the GF of the EX-Hubby

assalamualaikum

dear whoever (which one) you are

i don't know you

and you don't know me either

and i guess, i don't deserve such foul words like this

i don't know what kind of information or fairy tales or grandmother-grandfather stories that you have listened from him or from whoever

and actually i don't really want to know

i have moved on

can say that seriously i have forgotten about him completely already

i have my own family now

and when I received this IM msg, it took me sometimes to think back who are you and why were you been sending me this kind of rude msgs by downgrading other woman and not to forget, downgrading yourself too, dear

for me, fight for a man, that I bet you did realized that something wrong with this guy, lots of lies, twisted words, womanizer like this

i mean, dear, we, as a woman, we have to value our pride

we have to put it as high as possible

being brainwashed, being lied, being treated like junks some sort of putting your pride down to the drain

dear mate, it's been 3-4 years already, basi dah story bout him

if you want him, just take him

i've got nothing to do with him anymore

even i don't interfere at all his personal life with you or with whomever currently he is attached to

why were you have to look for me?

what do you want from me actually?

you want him? just take him

i won't stop

moreover, I would be glad if he can divert all of his memories with me towards you

i don't want him to think about our memories, or pass experience anymore

i am very happy with my life

alhamdulillah so far Allah is really protect our family

so I assumed that currently you are having problems and big doubts of your ridiculous ridiculously relationship with him

so that is between you and him

do not drag me or anyone else into the picture

trust me, people are not interested to know about it

they might be listening to all the problems you shared with them, but trust me, we don't care

so stop insulting me, insulting my friends or who ever that knows me

like i said

just take him and leave us alone

hidup kita di dunia nie bukan untuk pleasure semata2 dik. Kita hanya singgah sekejap sementara nak sampai ke akhirat

muhasabah diri banyak2 dari nak tunding jari kat org lain dengan masalah yang kamu hadapi sekarang nie

kumpul banyak2 'saham' sebagai bekalan di akhirat

sejenak, cuba duduk di satu sudut sorang2 and think back, cukup ke bekalan dan amal ibadat aku?

dik, kita nie tak tau bila mati kita

entah ke kejap lagi ke

cuba bayangkan, kalau la kita mati hari nie, and di akhirat, kita nak persembahkan diri kita di depan Allah tanpa bekalan kebajikan yang cukup. yang hanya kita bawak adalah caci maki dan dosa2 besar mahupun kecil

agak2 layak tak kita nak berhadapan dengan allah di akhirat?

anggap la ni nasihat sesama umat

jika masih berkeras nak kecam dan menghina saya atau sapa jua, itu terpulang saya tak boleh halang sb hak masing2 kan

saya berserah pada Allah..biar masalah antara hambaNya handled by Allah

-Stay away from me, my family, friends and my love ones-

Keep on moving and never turn back

I moved on..

I bet anyone that is in my shoes will do the same too


I value my life by revolving around my love ones in order to maintain the good aura and to be blessed by Allah


Alhamdulillah, I have a wonderful life that I have never imagine at all. Before, I always prayed to have happiness in my life and there it goes.. Allah grant my wishes..


A reminder for me, do not ever trade this gifts from Allah with something that worthless. Always listen to the intuitions (6th Sense I supposed) that is always right and not to forget to pray hard to him for HIS Nur while waiting for the life in the after life, Akhirat.


Ya Allah, forgive me for all of my sins and bless me, my family, friends and my love ones. Don't stop giving us Nur so that we will be placed as high as possible next to you past, present, future and the after life. Amin