I am the type of person who tend to get mega excited even with tiny little things as long as something that diverse from my everyday which a lil bit do made my day
Like everyone else, me also have this dream of having my own lair for my small family.
Yes, my lil family which have only me and my Ellie.
I know, with my current situation, it's not a good time to buy a house.
Single mum with little saving bla bla bla
Living with parents will surely saved lotsa dimes with superb security - I agree
But can you imagine of having your own space?
It's the good feelings involved.
Rented or not it doesn't matter.
Having my own living room which I can relax with my Ellie, watching movies (with pop corns).
Chit chatting what ever we like, laughing together
Having my own porch with a lil bit of grass which me and Ellie can do our gardening together. Mum-daughter's activity.
Having my own kitchen which me and Ellie can do our cooking, baking, cleaning together.
It's not because of my ego.
It's all because of me wanting to be independent, to play a role as the master of the house even it's gonna be me and El
I know I have been chosen to have a one way first class ticket to heaven by staying with the parents and take care of them.
But I have my own dreams too..
It's not because of them, It's not because of my ego
It's all because of me wanting so much to create an environment which any conservative family have.
